I feel alone, my best friend and also ex-gf doesn't talk to me much, Im pretty sure she hates me. My grandmother is dead, I miss her like hell, life would be much simplier. My mom is reading books like crazy and won't pay attention to anything else, not even me. My realter that is selling my house, right now is tell me I gotta pay so many amount of bills and stuff, preassure. Meanwhile, I have loads of bills to pay. Life is tough. At times, I wish I can just go and leave and never come back. I wish I had an easier life but it doesn't get any easier.